2010 HIGHLIGHTS :)

It's been a year, a lot of mistakes, a lot of smiles and a lot of lessons learned.

And well it ain't gonna be a year, if I won't sum it up right? So here it is ;)

HIGHLIGHTS!

1. What a foundation day ;)

* Had a WILD party at night, in the morning? Caught me off guard, finding myself in a booth >.<>

2. Year Ender :D

* I'm still an awardee, the hell? =))

3. Summer Getaways \m/

* So it kicked off, with KCHAMJDV + L celebrating the birthday of dear densie in EK. Followed by a lot of swimming with my family ;) A lot of boring times but a lot of no name :)) and few of me getting taller =))

4. Junior Year?

* pump up the volume i'm a junior :)) Shock me to death when I found myself in a classroom with green >.< gl ="))" guess ="">

5. Kinse Whatevah :))

*I was sick again =)) never broke the record :| darn :)) got another year older though, and a little more wiser :))

6. School Trips \m/

* A lot of them happened. Like the Field trip, Chemistry trip & University Tour. It was a lot of fun since at the Field trip, we partied inside the bus! BEAT THAT! at the Chem trip, I made weird friends with another school =)) and at the Univ. tour, I saw long-time crush again, fatter than ever =))

7. Dramas ;(

* New Friends = Trust issues, what can I expect that's highschool :)) Some backstabbing, a lot of crying. Others are fakers, can't get them outta the way can ya? A lot of B*****S as well >:) I've made some friends, but true ones will forever be by your side yah know?

8. tumblr. ♥

*Found a new social networking site that is very addictive :)) Made me fall for fashion, expensive cameras, food, memes, and HP ;) anyway, it's virus, I told you it's addictive you might die >:))

9. He's got me :">

*After years and years of green taking over my brain, I finally learned to let go and accept and move on :) and how is that possible? well, i found someone better :)) HA! much more heartbreaks but a LOT of sweet moments :"> and a lot of skipped heartbeats. Take example of him being the first guy to offer me a hug? HECK WITH THAT! =))))) F'YEAH! :"> The first guy who knew that I wasn't ok even if I said that i am :D F Yeah =)))

10. I was myself ;)

* i was being real. This year, I'm not faking, I just being me ;)

So there you go those were my highlights for 2010 :) This year was heck of a year. I'm excited for next year :) This is my come back blogger >:)

Get ready 2011 cause' the Banana is BACK!

it's better than reality :)

october 15, 2010

so UPDATES :)

-EXAMS

-DREAAAAAAM :)

EXAMS (oct 11-14)

HELL HELL HELL. i didn't finish almost all of my exams :| like GEOM.TRIGO.CHEM.GT.DRAFTING.

my hopes are as low as the core of the earth. i'm not expecting good grades this quarter. and i'm ready for my mother's loud ranting and my father's soft killing talk. i'm also ready for a line of 7 :| especially in those subjects and the others that aren't included.

i've got three words for everyone, (i guess you won't be reading this, cause' there are 0 people reading my blog but what the hell) KILL ME NOW. thank you very much :)

DREAM (oct 15)

so my dream last night was a dream come true, well not really a dream come true. cause' i didn't see some porsche and audi or whatever you spell it.

so the dream consists of 3 dreams :>

the first dream was about MAM, short for our friend KLARIZA :) she went away for a while and we miss her very much :) anyway, in the dream she came out of nowhere (well actually we were at our house :)) then moments later i said "MAM!" then hugged her :) maybe because i miss her and tomorrow (technically today) will be our 1st anniversary and she's not there and all.

the second dream was about MANGO :"> it was plain, we were talking LIKE THE USUAL nothing much here :))

the third dream caught me off guard :O it was about green =))) woah. it's been a LOOONG while since i dreamed about him :))) actually that was when i still have feelings for him, which is OBVIOUSLY gross, but that's normal so yeah. going back, we were somewhere with people and he talked to me (like he used to in freshmen year) and you know he picked on me and blah blah. i mean why the hell, all of a sudden, did that happen. i was surprise, maybe i just wanted that HUGE NOT TALKING DAYS over. i guess, i ACCEPTED that his chapter in my life is finally over and replaced him with someone better (look, i consider mango better ok). and i'm thankful for that and now MAYBE i just wanted that days to go back :)) i dunno. BTW, he changed O.O like woah. i mean he's doing good in his studies now, and he's getting a bit better than me. and i am competing with him >:) 3rd quarter and i'm ready >:)))

OUT!

one click

so i got bored and forgot that i have to do something just now so instead of doing it i searched for blogs here. and i came up on a blog that was very inspiring. i didn't know that guys could be that sweet.

so the blog was about his boyfriend and her going to the malls and how she's thankful of him cause he treats her food and clothes and blah blah blah. and i got so happy, it made me think how guys can be that sweet to you :"> URG. mangoooo =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

SHARING :)))

i need to loosen up haven't studied yet >:)) MOJAJA!

a john mayer

have you heard of john mayer's song "dreaming with a broken heart"?

it's a very lonely song, but i appreciate it :) it's still beautiful and i love the piano part.

"Dreaming With A Broken Heart"

When you're dreaming with a broken heart

The waking up is the hardest part

You roll outta bed and down on your knees

And for the moment you can hardly breathe

Wondering was she really here?

Is she standing in my room?

No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart

The giving up is the hardest part

She takes you in with your crying eyes

Then all at once you have to say goodbye

Wondering could you stay my love?

Will you wake up by my side?

No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh

Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand

Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?

Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?

Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?

Baby won't you get them if i did?

No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart

The waking up is the hardest part

i still remember the first time i heard this song. i was on the dining table, drawing stupid things because i was so depressed about school and at home. i was like all alone and believe it or not i was holding back tears. i think it was the time i was so stressed at school because of the projects, and my brothers and my mom and i got into a fight. it felt like hell, cause i always feel so damn sad. still this song makes me cry, but hey, at least i woked up at ease the next morning :)

5 MORE DAYS :)

october 11, 2010

"Another sun soaked season fades away"

the moment i got up from bed until i got to the service i was still thinking about my exams, and recalling what I've studied last night.

guess what, he was right behind me when i was on my way to the classroom. YIPEE! :)

first exam: GEOMETRY.

KILL IT FOR ME PLEASE. i got a lot of items unanswered. and i swear, this is serious, i won't make it to our reunion. EF GEOM.EF IT EF IT >.<

i so hate it, GHOWRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

second exam: CLVE.

CURSE MY STUPIDNESS FOR THIS. i didn't review and i was all guessing and i'm effing hating it. ghowrd first day, and i'm already on a bad mood. END PLEASE END!

third exam: GT.

good thing colors make me happy :) i dunno why but you know, beautiful colors makes you more relaxed. it makes my stress go BYE BYE!

so yeah didn't finish that 9 point part in gt. suckish but at least i answered the essay which was 15 points. I GUESS.

he made me feel good today :] THANK YOU. i don't know why, but i kept looking at him, which is kinda gross (SRSLY IT'S GROSS) and i look at him and he looks back and it goes on forever =)) which is funny cause, if i remember correctly, one time (today) when i looked at him and he looked back he kinda noticed me looking at him and he made a weird smiling face its like this --> O.O but with a smile and i looked back cause it's weird and when i looked again he's still looking and URGH. it's weird =)))) whew*

CROSS FINGERS FOR ME :)

i didn't know...

"Everyone is going to hate you, your just gotta

find that one person worth suffering for"

STILL ON THE UPDATES!

-MARK MANGO

-BEFORE THE TEACHERS DAY

-MURA

-MIRA DRAMA

-INOCENTE

----------MARK MANGO :) 10-07-2010

"if he loves you, he'll give you all his time, PERIOD"

it was ap/gt time and i was having good vibes. mango was very unruly today :)) i'm still suspecting that he was the one throwing those little bits of eraser :P he's so mean to me.

anyway, at the gt lab i was like done, and he was done, and like i was painting this I ♥ U thing on the paper. and he was like "aaaw, i love you too" i was like "weh? feeling?!" =)))))

anyway, i was getting my SDG from him and i accidentally painted his uniform. and he got a bit mad at me. but hey that won't last ;)

OH OH! there was this was one time. when we were all sleepy and i sat next to margie, and he's chair >:) anyway. minutes later i felt someone sat next to me. since my head was bowed down, because i was trying to sleep, i couldn't see, right? so when i moved my head upright i looked at this person next to me and noticed that it was mango :"> SHIIIIZ.

KILIG MEN!

and we were like teasing each other and i was just having a good time. and my hands are shivering. and you know, i want that moment to freeze. it was perfect but it ended :|

----------BEFORE THE TEACHERS DAY 10-07-2010 (NIGHTTIME)

i was so EFD up. things are on my mind like "i've got this bad feeling that some are backstabbing me." it was just a feeling not sure if it is real. it was just a feeling until......

----------MURA 10-08-2010 (morning)

"ang mga taong nagpaparinig ay ang mga taong DUWAG"

i had a bad start because i'm still wondering if i was getting back stabbed and all and it got even worst when i heard michelle's story. and like my body was getting goosebumps, and i was literally in the tip of crying but i decided not too cause that'll be all weird and all. but it hurts so much when everyone's gonna hurt you. when everyone, all of sudden, will turn their backs to you. it hurts. i wanted to cry, i wanted to say EF you why'd you do that to us. if your courageous enough, tell it to our faces.

----------MIRA DRAMA 10-08-2010 (9 or so)

i saw denise crying i thought it was a different story and just ignored it. but when regina and denise told me everything i was literally fighting back tears. and michelle and margie came in and they started to cry except me. i know i'm stronger, my fighting back tears says so. then when i heard margie's trembling voice, dear ghad i got all teary.

went to the gym and i said sorry to everyone and seriously wanted to hug everyone and just say i'm sorry. and everything just ended their. at last, i thought this burden will be with me forever. thanks to everyone who loved us ;)

----------INNOCENTE 10-08-2010 (noon)

i figured out that his very innocent. he was their smiling at me when i saw him at the parking lot. seeing him smiled like that, at me, is worth every teardrop. it made me feel better. at least i know that even if everyone was turning their backs on me, i know that he was there making me smile :) at least i know that he didn't notice anything different. at least i know that i was the same in his eyes, even if at others i was totally different. SALAMAT MANGO! :)

........ even if i know you like her and i'm all jealous! :D

------------------STAY :]

definition of a good time

I HAVEN'T BLOG FOR WEEKS.

SORRY.

i got stuck on tumblr and facebook and school and i'm back to ym, so I'M SORRY :)

first things first, UPDATES!

-DOCU (1)

-DOCU (2)

-INFINITY PROJECTS

-BUHAY EXAMS

-----------------DOCU (1) 10-01-2010

it was a rainy friday. i got up LATE. it was already 9 when i woke up and checked my phone.

i was about to go to margie's house today at 9 but since i woke up late 10 will be a good call.

we did nothing there, except MOCK people and of course surf the net.

we went to walter at around 2. saw timoy and millare and decided to stop by to mcdo while we wait for michelle's dad. when he got there we went to balibago. and decide to go to target before looking for little kid's working. so we just interviewed random people. who i am say are effing shy. GHAD. anyway after that we went to the church and spotted kids selling "sampaguita" and decided to help them so we had a fun time selling it. sold about 50 of those of something. at least we sold some of them right? YEY FOR US!

after that we treated them for some JB. it was fun and very tiring but at least the weather agreed with us right?

-----------------DOCU (2) 10-03-2010

they went at my house, with denise of course ;)

had a couple of watching. I'M DATING HANNAH MONTANA! =)))

so we decided to do the real thing now. and had a hilarious time. a while later we went and ate and did some funny stuffs again.

this day is nothing much but at least people made me laugh. THAT'S IMPORTANT.

-----------------INFINITY PROJECTS. 10-09-2010

still cramming today. i don't know what to do with my project in music. sean told me to do it, since i have done nothing i decided to do it na lang. at least other proejcts were done na, and but i'm still stuck to exams next week. i'm having a feeling that my geometry grade won't do me any good this quarter. oh what the hell.

----------------BUHAY EXAMS. 10-09-2010

guess what next week are our exams, right? and what the ef am i still doing here in front of the computer typing words that will still make me pissed as ever! URG. i'm getting back to you soon blogger. let me do my studying first ;)

A-U-X-I :)

september 24 - 25 2010

sweet dudes :">

before the auxi camp started my wrist hurts AGAIN :| fail ang habulan namin =))))))

hiningal ako ng bongga =)))))

anyways lets move on :)

we ate dinner first before doing anything else. went down to get masking tapes for our name tags. then DB PAMPANGA. a lot of them looked cute so this camp ain't a failure after all :>

started the games and it was freaking fun XD it was like run here run there and my hair was like freaking sweaty =)))))) i was having fun, TOTALLY!

then it was rest time and social night started and DB PAMPANGA was up :)))

after they're presentation i was like :O O.O

it was a cool presentation :D i can't even imagine our boys doing the same presentation :D

the addicted guys in the presentation were FUNEH!!!! =))))))

they were like "UUUH!" =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) wew soper LOL!

after the social night it was nighty night time :D didn't sleep well cause of the NOISE :P

the sun showed up and i had the coldest shower :| after that we exercised and ate.

went tot he chapel and almost slept =)))) whew* then we had mass and the awarding.

then it was time to say goodbye to them :(((((((((((((((((((((((((( NO!

they were like the nicest dudes you'll ever meet :)

when we were like putting our bags to the lobby and they were all lined up in front of valdocco they all were like "BYEEEE!" :) the sweetest :)

we got pictures too :) SWEETEST DUDES! :) AAAH! can't get over them :)

-----OH OH OH!

exactly :)

september 23, 2010

UPDAAAATE!

-3 FAILED QUIZZES :|

-SA WAKAS :">

-AUXI CAMP ! :]

-GLEEEEE!!

---o

failed 3 quizzes :| on in geom :((( one in english and the other one i forgot :|

BV :| should study more :P i got hook on tumblr kasi eh. HAAAY!

AFTER THE NEVER-ENDING FIGHT, friends na ulet :">

he started being nice again, AT LAST :)))) and my wrist hurts again.

it's like the worst part of being friends with him. he can be completely ungentle =))) and my wrist hurts like crazy =))

EXCITED for the auxillium :) hope to see cool and nice DUDES :) and GAYS >:))))

gleeee was cool. rachel got bangs and charice rock the house and delivered A LOT OF HAND GESTURES. i mean A LOOOOT :)

----- :)

let's just wait and see

september 20, 2010

"let's just accept the fact that his too sensitive"

i've been down lately, but nobody seems to care, well i guess some people care but it's not easily seen so yeah. i think one of the reasons, is being too stuck in the computer and having problems with my grades after a quiz. makes me go "WTH?! IS WRONG WITH STUDYING?!" why can't students go reading their lessons? URG! crazy

anyway enough of the academic, another reason why i'm a bit down, well i don't want to say a bit when i feel so damn mad, is because of mango

then it happened again today. i mean we were all bestest friends a while ago and then when i said "hi" he was like hindering me to see his face. if he wants to get mad at me for no reason then let it be >.<>

and i don't want to bring this bad mood back at our house. it makes me mad at everyone >.<

just like a while ago at the dinner table, i was listening to mom & jc's conversation, and i can't quite understand what jc was talking about then they were all "ano ka ba binge?!" and it makes me mad at them >.<

*sorry, just gonna let this negativeness outta me :)

-----SENSITIVE KA DUDE, LOOSEN UP ;)

and i miss you so :)

IT BEEN YEAAAARS! I MISS YOU BLOGGER!!!

UPDATES!!!!!!

-mirabello won a contest in linggo ng wika :) ain't that awesome or awesomely what?!

-i thought i had colon cancer during our practices =)) SERIOUSLY.

-i learned how to baby freeze XD

-mcdonald's at 4 p.m started at our service :)))

-jc's front tooth & kuya's braces has left the building! :))

-we had field trip in bulacan xD

-went to 4 caves \m/

-experienced NO VISIBILITY!

-(my reaction during pitstops) NAKATSU NAKATSU WAAAAH!!! =))))

-went for a swim in a river :)

-BUS 5 was total awesomeness!!!

-PARTIED AT THE BUS from 6-10 :)

-dee ain't my crush anymore >:)

-got a tumblr account :)

-MANGO//SUPARMAN :)

*ang tamis kasi eh :))))))

*kulet pa =P

-had a class outside 090910 :P

*inasar pa ni mango eh :)))))

-swimming at classmate's house \m/

-the gay walk =))))))))))))))))))))))))

-----AWESOMENESS :)

ang bitter mo kasi =)))

august 21, 2010

"suus. big deal ba un? kaasar nga eh"

(feeling sleepy, need to summarize this. so tagalog muna)

9 na nung nagising ako. half asleep, at alam kong hindi na ako makaksama gumwa ng props pero ok lang. after waking up, napagsabihan pa ako na maglinis ng banyo. bago lumayas.

pagkatpos gumwa ng kung ano ano lumarga na kaming ng tatay ko papantang estaes 2, kung saan kami mag-papraktis, para sa upcoming na contest sa "buwan ng wika".

nadaan namin si jovielle at denise papnta doon, kahit onti na lang ang lalakarin, mag-mumuka akong bastos kung hindi sila pasasakayin.

pagkadating ko dun, nandun na din sila at si toooooooot* at yung toooooot* at tooooooot*. (mukha akong timang, tama na) sabi ng mga friends nia sa kanya "ui tooooot*" asarin ba naman ang wala :))) soree.

mukha akong bangag nung nandun na kasi ang gulo ng aking hair :))

nag-padeliver sila ng pizza. whew* share share na lng. naubos, kahit 6 boxes un. whew*

umalis na yng iba at yung toooooooot* and tooooooot* :))))

tapos nun nagpraktis na kami. amf nga eh, ang panget ko sumayaw. trying hard ako eh :))) tigas pa ng katawan =))) LOL! imaginin niyo na lang un =))))))

kumaen ng unti at nag-tawanan at nag paint ng banner at nag-kung ano ano :)))

na piss sa parents ko ng unti. kasi dinedeadma nila ako, lagi nmang gnun. pag-aalis ako lagi silang galit, pagkauwi ko. sige wag na lang akong umalis. lagi na lang eh >:P

nag-simba at ngayon nagcocomputer, at babagsak na ang mga mata. kaia goodnight! :D

----pfft*

i'm not afraid to take a stand

august 20, 2010

"i don't give a D with what you think
i'm doing this for me"

didn't blog for like 2 days. blame the practices and facebook and my tiredness and school work and everything in between. OK ! quick summary :D

aug 18, 2010

my parent's anniversary. we ate at nuvali and my legs was hurting because of the practice we had.
he was secretly looking at me GASP* that's so freaking inappropriate. i was caught of guard, he was moving his eyes to the right, and guess what i was in his right side. it happened a couple of times but i don't want to "presume" so i didn't mind.
saw no name, still hating him fro nothing. :)))) HAHA! guess what i stopped liking him XD :)) LOL! i moved on faaaast!XD

aug 19, 2010

whew* thursday my headaches and i feel angry :| ewan ko kung bakit pero oo, madami kasing nagpapasakit ng ulo ko eh.
he did it again but this is different. he was there at another group and i was at another group too. when i looked at his direction he quickly bow down his head. ok??? didn't get that weird.

TODAY

morning was ok, didn't feel great but it was ok.
i can feel that i'm gonna fail at the CHEMISTRY quiz. letter A was wrong because the atomic weight i wrote was wrong, SHOOT*
we practiced actually they planned in FILIPINO, as always.
MASS today was kinda odd, father got mad at us for not participating. whew* what a surprise.
practiced again at INTERNET time except for TRIGO, we had classes but mornese didn't [-(
LUNCH was great XD i asked sam to teach me how to "baby freeze" and i can do it now, not the full baby freeze just the semi-semi :))) OK! but it was great, learning a new thing from someone. but guess what my butt XD hurts :))))))) WHEW*
MUSIC and FILIPINO time was dedicated for practices,
CLVE,sir carlos got mad at us :o it was his time daw kasi. we talked about laws and i was gettin SOPER sleepy actually everyone was, the funny thing is that someone even TLed :))) i mean someone's salaiva dripped. LOL! funny! XD
jonins got injured at CLUB time :( and cK was getting mad at the grasses for nothing XDD loved his facial expression XD :))
saw teash at dismissal but got mad at something and i didn't really enjoyed the practices.

had pratices and now i'm tired and i'm going to sleep, practices are starting at 9 tomorrow morning for me :| IT SUCKS, i know!
BTW, i'm hating dee >:P he feels that his in the VIP section and needs to be treated like a king >:P hate it.

-----SLEEPY AND TIRED.

life is no nintendo game.

august 17, 2010

"I knew better than to let you break my heart .

The soul you'll never see again won't be showing scars."

Looked like a weirdo when i woke up, my eyes ain't popping yet.

Got to school, remembering that later this morning we'll be changing seats, and found myself i was seating between sean and carlo.

I did nothing and completely bored myself to death during FILIPINO time. While others were brainstorming about our song interpretation, i was completely in another person's seat and listening to them.

I was half and half during GEOMETRY. You know half nervous and half confident. When i got my test paper, one word popped in my head and it was "FAILED". When i counted my mistakes, thank God I passed. whew* my score should have been 50 but i got careless, and i got stupid and completely irritated when i saw the mistake. ARGH!!!!

Sir carlos was more than, emphasis on the more than, generous to give us considerations on CLVE. "The right answer could be letter A or B or C.", was what i heard on a number and everybody was all smiles and yeses!

Everyone was staring at me when ENGLISH began. I looked and ask "huh? nu yun" and teacher was like "Reeve is an occupation not a name." GETS!!!
We were having a lesson about Chaucer and the Canterbury Tales, and there's this pilgrim that was named after reeve or was it vice versa? don't know, but that's it.

Back to basics in IT. Sir andy made us go back in time and recall hardwares, softwares and the like. Good thing mom made me tutor jc about this matter.
Can't believe we're having flow charts again. My head almost popped because of that when we were in grade 6. A pain in the nervous system for sure ;)

He was being a bossy boss in SOCIAL STUDIES. I could not, not look. He had a wriggler in his butt that made him walk around like a supervisor around the classroom, well i mean not literally. what kind of wriggler will go in someone's butt?! STUPID MUCH?
going back to the real world, they were brainstroming about the song interpretation again. they were writing "things i cannot understand" in the blackboard. They wrote all sorts of stuffs, the schedule for the practices, the things they would do in the SI, which includes, if i can remember correclty, panget-maganda-paano ayusin. I'm not sure with this but it was all messed up and that's what i understand. Nica and I, predicted that the brainstorming and the ideas that they're doing isn't gonna happen and that they'll have the LAST MINUTE CHANGE, like what we use to do back in the old days. But since michelle told me that i should think positive, then i will, for now.

I think tr. tina hates me, i don't know why but it seems that she's angry, everyday. pretty basic math was all we did in CHEMISTRY. got my first 6 recitation points in second quarter, well actually it's not the first, since the recitation of elements was counted as a recitation.

Got a good news from michelle's labidubs about cK. horaah! something interesting for dismissal.
he said, "kinikilala ka na niya" and i reacted as if the world is ending, "ayan kasi, maiilang na yun sa akin!!!!!!". he said in reply "mas maganda nga na naiilang siya eh. kasi ibig sabihin nun crush ka niya, bakit siya naapektuhan diba?".got inspired (sarcastic) whew* but really, sabagay ganun naman tlga diba? let's see na lang if it happens,CROSS FINGERS! KIDDING*

i almost broke my shoes today, daddy's fixing it now. AS IN 8:47 PM :))) LOL!
AAGH! hope he fixes it :D

oh oh! did i tell you where we will have our field trip this year??? BULACAN BABY!!!
guess what more physical activities and more F-U-N! i just hoped mirabello will get seperated. that the three of us will be at mornese and others will be FAAAAAAAAR FROM US :D isn't that sweet? :>



pure english, no not so much :P just practicing my grammar for upcoming essays in exams :)

-----my wallpaper is just so freaking awesome :"">

when i see your face ♥

august 16, 2010

"when you smile the whole world stops and stares for a while

cause' your amazing just the way you are"

morning morning.

justin bieber was in my dream last night, X too.

went to the classroom finding everyone changed seats, crazy!

assembly today, and we're right beside the first year students. in an instant i saw cK, makes me go :"""> he was looking at our direction, and i was panicking. FEELING KO NOH? :))) i know.

IT was horrible my scores are dead low :[
lalo naman sa FILIPINO, :(((( it made me cry nga eh. i literally teared up.

GT whew* at least it ain't that good and it ain't that bad. sir tobi is getting nicer, good for him.

CHEM, goodness gracious is was like :O FREAKY FREAKY LOW.

PE was fun. i was seating like crazy, because of table tennis. LEMME TRY THAT ONE MORE TIME! it's so fun.

they rearranged seats for the second quarter. after the lunch it got exposed and everyone was talking about it. made me think, what's the big deal of seats? i mean so what if your sitting right next to the biggest loser in the classroom? that doesn't make you a loser, right? unless of course if you are a loser :)))

TRIGO, teared up again. WHEW* tr. oyette even ask us to write a reflection to it. and i CAREERED it :))) seriously. first word on the first sentence is.....DRUM ROLL PLEASE.........TADA*.......... FAILING.

had a fun time watching a documentary about street people eating on feeding programs on CLVE. i felt so soper lucky eating 4x a day with no lines and no walking and running.

o yeah, before i forget i stood up for myself and felt like i owned my dignity AGAIN.

why? well since stephie was my seatmate for today, only, WHAT UP?! =))) he was COPYING my reflection in trigo and of course i said a couple of words. we all know that stephie ain't cleaning his ears :)) so he misheard the word "yourself" and insisted that i said "yourselve"

and he said it to loops. and loops laughed like OVER OVER! =)))) and i was like "ikaw naman tawa ng tawa dian" to loops. LOL! :)) whew* i owned it, WHAT UP?! =))))))))

so after classes we headed to the canteen. while going up i had this instinct that someone was downstairs and guess who's looking right up at me? C*** S****!!!!!!! :""""""> WHEW*

and he was going to canteen 2 too ^____^ he bought tropicana and i went there to buy too. DUH! =))) after he finished drinking the juice :))) (tagalog, di ko kaia! =))))

since nakaharang ako sa may bilihan ng juice, at iniintay ang aking sukli from the baguhan ate, nandun sia nag-dedecide kung saan ilalagay yng empty bottle. tapos nilagay nia na lang sa gilid kasi ayaw nia YATA mag-excuse me sa akin :)))) CUTE EH! :"""> waaaah* cute nia!!! sayang di ko narinig boses nia :P pero narinig ko nnman eh :)))) nung auxillium =)))))) LOL!

"i'm C**** S**** from 1st year valdocco" CUTE EH!!!! =))))

----OA TEH! OA! >:P

random.

august 15, 2010

"it's a dead cold night"

so i'm sitting in my chair, staring at the monitor, clicking the mouse like click* click* click* and waiting for something to happen, when all of a sudden i wanted to blog. so here i am now narrating my boring sunday. i don't want to talk about sunday it's boring! i mean you'll wake up at 8 still half asleep and you tell yourself " let's go back and finish that dream!" and when you go and dream now the dream isn't the dream you dreamnt a while ago. and that sucks! and you wake up looking at your phone and finding that you overslept and it's already 11 in the morning.

TOPIC COME TO ME !!!

viola*

let's talk about schools sutffs >:) HAHA!

marignano > mirabello

lemme get this straight, first and for most i hate mirabello.it's not because of the section name or something personally i love that but the class, the adviser, the EVERYTHING is lame!

the class, you see i love my classmates, BEFORE (i'm talking about my marignano family) but now it's lame. why? well, i don't like them. (let's not include denise & michelle ok?) i mean others just get on my nerves. pfft*

the adviser, GHAD! before i have this great adviser who is, at first i thought was SOPER BORING but in the end he was creative, imaginative, SOCIALIZE & fun! but our adviser now it's like BORING is written all over his face!

i'm not saying this because loops is here and all but even without him this section still is rotten :P

chores

did i mention i hate them.

ever since our housekeeper had her never-ending dayoff, we were left with all the house chores.

i'm getting tired of it and well i'm really getting sad for mom because she's been doing all the work, well not all most of it.

tumblr

i wanna try tumblr but i don't know what to put in it. i know it's all about pictures and blogging and stuffs but what if i turned into a tumblr human and i'll forget about my blogger. oh no! i won't leave this, it has so much memories in it. don't want to leave that.

spool

yes, i don't want to put him here, that will be "ME BEING AFFECTED, AGAIN" but i just want to let go of it. it's been bugging me quite sometime now. ever since the whole "oh hey, let's put them together see what happens!" thing happened, mitchi and i are like "alam mo ba kanina si ganito- ganyan" and i'm getting irritated with myself na. everyone's over it na nman eh why can't i? i mean i am but it's like 40% is still there. i made a plan to forget him na nga eh, tapos this has to happen pa. TSK! let's see if by the end of the highschool year i got to forget him, let's see.

i'm just gonna leave it to that. i don't want to let all of the guys here know my opinions and my cruelty to some. i'll try to do this more often maybe some negativeness in me will just let go.

-----you talk and talk and talk.

MULTIPLE SHOTS :]

august 14, 2010

"smile, look here and POSE"

i was up early, like 6 something but slept again because i was sleepy :))

i got up at 8 and ate my breakfast. cleaned the house and waited for my parents. it was already 12 when they got home.

i got to at the reunion at 1 something. not so many peeps came, too bad i got there late. i found out that they were having charades and other games :)) sayang*

we decided to go to paseo since it's getting SOPER BORING there. we rided on sir andy's pajero :)))) LOL! he made us push the car >:P evil! =))) JOKE!

hang around at starbucks, and talked serious and funny and well basically we just shared laughters :)

went to kodak studio :)) to have our pictures taken. had fun doing shots but i looked wasted and horrible in the pictures :)) but it's what you experienced when you do it nman diba? :))

we toured paseo and made a couple of shots but went to national bookstore when some creepy koreans came by :-&

sat by a bench and made some cool photoshoots. didn't care if many humans came passing by as long as we had our bestest :)

from 4-6 all we did is POSE POSE POSE! that was a blast. tired but FUN!

-----CHAM DAY!

CKS crush kita >:)))))

august 13, 2010

FRIDAY THE 13TH! malas :)))

morning was annoying i was sleeping like a baby, when people kept going in and out of my room. URG!!!! tapos ang ingay pa >:P

woke up at 8:30 and ate my breakfast. ang aga-aga and my mom started me with chores.

WHAT THE! so i guess i need to be productive today :P

afternoon was great, went to atc. there were a lot of BEDANS there any most of them were, SOPHISTICATED! >:P hate it.

went to power mac and looked for one of them beats. and guess what?! i found ONE !!! well there are three types of them. there's this cheaper one, 13k reasonable than the 22k :o but there were earphones too which were around1500 so yeah, wanna buy one :>

they don't have the ipad yet, bummer wanna try one pa naman :))))

headed to the grocery after that and went home.

my legs were in pain and i'm still in the computer :))))

decided to go to the reunion, because of the money stuffs :P xander kse eh, nkka-consensya tuloy >:P

last minute parents ko. the moa thing tomorrow morning was off, EF! and they will be leaving me with my brother for like the whole morning >:P GHORD! tapos i would do the house chores pa xP AMF AMF AMF! panoo na ako ppnta nian? >:P TSK!

BAHALA NA SUPERMAN KO :)))))

that's it for now. eyebuggies are getting bigger :O HECK NO! and pimples are invading me face so yeah :P i'll try to stop this pc thing. DISCIPLINE! >:P

-----BUGGIES!

everything's good here.

august 12, 2010

FINALE!!!! feeling great and A-L-I-V-E!

finally, all the hard work is done. no more sleepless nights, no more memorization. the only thing i'm worried about are the results. let's not talk about that, let's talk about those 3 DAYS OF NO CLASSES!!!! woah* haven't decided yet, i mean what will i do with those three days??? jump in the bed like a weirdo??? HELL NO!

FRIDAY: i'll try to be productive, NOT!!!!! are you serious? gonna be productive (sarcastic) GHORD!!! have you tried sleeping 6 hours everyday and waking up with a head hurting so bad like you drank a whole gallon of beer, only the beer is replaced with all the memorization and the numbers and all those crazy school stuffs, try it sometime, let's see who gets the crazy? :P

SATURDAY: getting myself some la salle! ok, so morning will be active. i'll try to smell -as much as possible- manila bay's morning breeze, even if i know it stinks like crazy :)) OH WELL!
and by 9 something i'll be off to the dentist for my rubber change! i'll go for orange :> hope they have it. still deciding wether or not i will go to the reunion. they changed the place to bali mansions, last minute tlga eh :)))) whew*

SUNDAY: my hearts ready! :P church today. right? i'll ask God to give me the best results. whew* tomorrow will be nerve-racking :\ SHOOT* we have trigonometry on monday, EF! :P


i'm out for now :)

-----all i see (YOOOUUUUU)

can't control my eyes are on you :)

august 11, 2010

"where's the inspiration you're talking about??"

TAGALOG MODE! :D

ang laki pala ng eyebugs ko noh??? >:P YUCK! prang may blackeye tuloy ako :-&

SOCIAL STUDIES, kapag bumagsak pa ako sa iyo ngayon. jusko* ewan ko na :P

hoy IT! please hindi ko kaelangan ng written test. kse ang adobe photoshop ay hindi nakikita sa paper kundi sa monitor ng pc mo. kaia please, pumasa ka :P

oh ano DRAFTING? hihirit ka pa??? drawing ka ng drawing dian eh. excuse me, WALA PO AKONG BALAK MAG-ARCHITECT noh! kaya hindi ko yan kaelangan :P

buhay nga nman, meron tlgang ups and downs. rollercoaster lang eh.

buti pa si recess masaya :D noh CK? ang saya mo, BITIN ka tlga :))))

oh ano loops??? tingin ka ng tingin, feeling ka? akala mo ikaw yun??? soree na lng :P

si dismissal din BONGGA! :)) hindi kaelangan magunahan sa sapatos ok?? :)))

------BUHAAAAAY!

oh yes NOSE do this to me :(

august 10, 2010

i'm barely breathing, my grades are choking me. EF.

i just finished 3 subjects today and yes i'm still alive.

yesterday was a crappy day.trigo was EFFIN! hard. i'm gonna fail trigonometry, yep, i'm positive about it. what's even crappier about it is how i'm gonna tell my parents when they see my report card???!!! they'll say "sige anak mag-tinda ka na lang ng sampaguita jan sa labas" EF! i dunno what's happening to me. i mean i'm not this bad last year, i was doing good na nga eh.

GOODLUCK not getting a line of 7 in the report hanna, GOODLUCK! :( oh wait there's an even crappier crap than this crap, and you know what it is?! well it's you-know-who getting a much higher grade than me in, well, MOST OF MY SUBJECTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ghad! my nerve!

yes geometry, yes do this to me kill me. look, you don't need to prove anything to me, FC KA? prooving ko mukha mo eh

yep geometry was hard, well actually i'm failing that too. yes and chem and everything! WAAAH! i should blame my nose. according to science, when you sneeze you loose brain cells. if i'm correct then that's the reason why i'm failing. YEP! BLAME MY FREAKING NOSE!

i received my chemistry project today. I FAILED. you know why? i got 82 percent only. no line of 9, line of 8 only. what's next after that, line of 7?! and my chem quiz, people got a higher score than me. WHAT THE H! i got 3 mistakes and most of them got what, PERFECT?! URRRRG!

what's my only hope??? well it's this freaking quarterly exam. yep, and you know what? i think i'm failing that too. if i won't get new shoes this christmas, i shall blame my grades. UHUH, and don't forget my nose >:P

BTW, did i tell you? no more galas for me. YES. it's final, i'll only allow myself to go and have the time of my life when i have this thing called OMYGOSHTHAT'SSOFREAKINGHIGH GRADES. sooooo.......i won't be seeing teash at the reunion because of my grades. so sad, i want to tell her so many stories pa naman :(

oh well, this is it for now. getting depressed than ever.

-----and i don't wan the world to see me, because of my crappy grades!!!!

TAYGAYLOG :)

august 03, 2010

"NeMo"

BOW* life is like a tissue paper, it can be good and bad like a tissue paper it has two plys.

boom* mag-tatagalog ako ngayon. masyadong mraming pressure sa school kaelangan kong mag-relax.

so far so great syempards pissed off pa rin pero ni-let go ko na. ayawko na kasing maapektuhan eh, hindi naman yun worth it eh, diba?

great* umagang umaga :P head banger nnman ako :))) wha the h :))

halos buong part ng filipino puro geom ako. kaelangan eh, mahirap na baka hindi matapos ;)

ayun sa geom din, hindi na ako nakinig tapos may assignment pa. POWSHEMS! bukas na lang yun >:)))

ang fun ng clve. ipinagmayabang ko nnman si no name :)))) pero ang galing nia kasing mag-airchair diba? bongga sia =))) :""""">

nakakatawa si blanky, ang kulet "as the president i order you to answer the question!" WHEW* laughtrip. ayun ang saya nia :))))

wala kmeng chair noong recess. kung baket nman kasi ayaw nilang gawing 2 floors ang canteen two, pahirapan eh >:P ang dami-daming studyante uunti ang upuan. MY GHORD! public?!

ayun nung english ang boring nag-geom lang ulet ako. pero this time nakinig :)))

lunch naman kumaen ako ng JUNK! >:) calories men BONGGA*

EF! yung IT. sobrang panget ng akin. prang ewan lang, wala na, first time ko magkakaroon ng line of 7 POWSHEMS! >:P

social studies puro kaartehan :))) nakakatamad at nakakaantok.

si jason pinakilala ako kay primo. EF! >.<>:P :( ako na malandi, lagi na lang.

yung sa chem naman nkakatense. isang maling galaw mo prang miminus ka >:P

pagkabalik ko sa classroom may timang na nag-lagay ng bag ni loops na cheap sa upuan ko. anung problema nung mga yun?! ASAR! >.<

inaasar nnman ako nila, grabeh ah. may tinatanong lang? malisyoso?! AMF! sbe daw ni derek cute ko daw :""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""> flaterred ako wag kang magulo! >:))) whew* kung totoo lang yun nakoow! :""""""> grabeh, no name get ready to be replaced :)))))))))))) JOKE! wag kaung ganyan :)))) sweet nun noh :)) maangas nga lang >:)))

oo nga pala si sir tobi nakiki-ketchup :)))) sa amin. "bakit wala ka na bang pagmamahal kay loops?" grabeh sir. madami na ngang mga bwisit sa buhay ko, gusto mo pang kumetchup?! GOSH SIR! :))))) whew*

ayun hindi masaya na masaya araw ko, salamat kay PRIMO :)))))) LOL!

-----:P

bad manners [-(

august 2, 2010

"tinuruan ka ba ng mga magulang mo ng proper manners? sabat ka kasi ng sabat eh, nakakabastos na ah"

half of the year, a little more months and christmas is near :) RHYMING WORDS :))

got a little bit late today. slept at the service and my head was banging like crazy.my hair was a disaster but i got there before 7 so that's good.

after the morning assembly, IT was up.then was followed by i don't know what's next but it was a subject so yeah whatever. gt wasn't great the quiz was i dunno i was doing my geom project so i didn't care.

we had a quiz in chemistry. oh right before that i got pissed off because of loops. the heck with him, i was talking with another person and his like joining in asking different questions not related to what we are talking about! makes me mad >.<>

pe was ok, at least i got most of them correct right?

trigo, did some project making but since we were already finished with the project and was about to redo it i just chatted with my groupmates and the other group. something effin* happened again. i was sitting innocently at my chair looking at the other direction when stephie tried to tease me with destiny and stuffs. SO IMMATURE!! >.<>

oh yeah and michelle told me that loops was looking at me, LOL! dapat kasi i transferred schools eh, i'm so not having fun with this one >.<>

anyway i don't want to make this long. summarizing everything. effin loops made my monday stupid >.<

-----TSK!

finding NEMO :)

july 30, 2010

"ang scarf sa neck hindi sa noo, remember that ;)"

it's the thirtieth and it's been great :D

i was early today. OYEAH!

i think i did great in the chemistry quiz, i just think ok i just think. anyways, filipino was more of a free time for us. OH DID YOU KNOW... that while i was doing my essay in filipino you-know-who and his group was there in the row in front of us. there was a free seat beside me, and you-know-who was looking for a seat near hi group, remember that you-know-who's group was in front of me. tr gwen even called him a supervisor cause' he was really having a hard time looking for a seat. cause' his still affected with the whole thing and he doesn't want to sit with me. GAY MUCH! >:))

internet was not that great too. who knew that someone secretly looks at me ;)) TSK3.

taylor momsen poses for madonna! YEP YEP! read an article about it at OMG!

madonna's thirteen year old daughter looked so sweet, a little bit mature but sweet.

i'm a failure again at the trigo quiz, 5 mistakes WRONG! :'( actually i think i got 10 mistakes wrong so that makes it 15, woah! the passing, i'm such a loser, i mean a failure :'(((

since i was again depress i tried to eat sugar to make me more happy. after a little while, we asked yumika - a japanese who visited the philippines for 2 weeks - to hang with us. she was very fun to talk to. she's so friendly and she has a facebook account. CUTE! i mean KAWAII :)

we got a little late at our music class but we're not we're just in time. did a little sing and a little guitar playing. YEAY! i almost got the G - C part. but it just hurts, and it's hard to change, cause' you know i'm still not use to it.

filipino is embarrassing, i got a little carried away with the song and they laughed and tried to mimic me. OH HOW I HATE THEM! he was laughing too, ghord if you saw his eyes, it was evil :P

clve, stephie was my seatmate so yeah it sucks. we just kept arguing about me liking you-know-who and how stephie was such a feelingero. it got to the point where i almost spilled it out but good thing i took it back and yadahyadah. stephie said a sentence that he didn't completed which was a like this....

so we were arguing about me having a rumored crush on you-know-who ....

ako: cge nga proof!

stephie: sa cel....... ni ano (sabay tingin sa likod niya)

that's it he didn't finished it and i got confused.

so it was true that you-know-who did show the sms and kept it for like 3 months? GHORD! gay much :))))) anu yan evidence? grabeh ah :)))) 3 months kinaya mo??? anu yan pagmamayabang ?? :))) SELF-CLAIMER AMF! =))))))))))))))))) whew*

here's more ....

we were still arguing and he said something about you-know-who again :)) ....

stephie: hanna may kilala akong nagkakacrux sa iyo..

hanna: sino?

stephie : (tingin sa likod niya)

ako: weh?! feeling eh !

whew* i'm getting soper confused. good thing he's not listening to our conversation cause' if he did i'm really gonna laugh :))))))))))))) whew*

went to the club and guess what cK was in front of me \m/ he has little ears :) KAWAII!!! :)))

after the club time we went back to our classrooms.

after going to the lockers, denise and i went back to the classroom. i caught him there doing some thingys in his bag. since it was only the three of us in the classroom, you-know-who asked denise if we have any assignments even if someone already told that to us. SUS! :))

we went outside because it was so boring in the classroom, and guess who's right beside me?! you-know-who. gay much?! ghord :))) crux mo ako?? =))))))))))))))))))) KIDDING! >:))) i'm such a self-claimer =))))))))))))))))))))))))) LOL!

had a fun time taking pictures with my servicemates :))) we even talked to the guy who was an emo :)))))) he's funny =))))))))))))))

by the end of our trip to our house at peyt broke he phone. we got totally shock when we saw the damage :( aaw poor ate peyt :(

when we got to the village, i was hoping to see no name and guess what i saw him! :""""""> whew* he was laughing, CUTE! i so love how he smiles it's so KAWAII =)))))))))))

great day so far :)

-----so far :))

i'm overboard

july 29,2010

i got 5 minutes to blog so here goes :P

we got early to school, did my daily routine. it was suckish since i didn't join the presentation :P but it's ok cause i understood the lesson in trigo >:) i just need a trigonometric table.

drafting was exciting they were talking about the contest and how loserish we are. can't believe we would lose :( anyway, something funny happened during drafting time. i was doing my project QUIETLY when i heard a guy said "sus ayaw pa kay hanna eh". i think he was saying it to you-know-who, APEKTADO MUCH? i could beat him at moving on, LOSER!

nemo passed by me at recess :"> whew* he seriously looks like no name :))

felt depressed when i saw my geom quiz. it was effin* low and i don't know what's happening to me i'm failing. it's because of that stupid m line and me not following the directions. UGH!

the result of my score?? DEPRESSION!

it ended when social studies started. i guess sir renz made me feel better.

-----over reacting.

cry me a river.

july 28, 2010

"things are better left unseen and unsaid"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY X! :)

can you believe that i actually dreamed of you-know-who last night. guess i was just thinking about how he sucks.

i was really sleepy going to school, my hair was a mess and i was sleeping, with my head banging over and over again.

before lining up i went to the locker with michelle and talked with nica before the flag ceremony.

went inside the classroom and prayed.

we did some speed ballpen stuffs at drafting. i tried doing the project, i didn't suck and i didn't do well at the same time. i traced it that's what's important.

we talked about pollutions in health and had fun hearing tr. ann saying bad words. she told us about an accident she encountered one day while going to school. it was funny cause' she was mixing mean words to it.

i got my last recitation point at geometry. it was a success, since it's the first time that sir chet remembered my name, cause' he usually forgets my name.

we found out that PM was really gay. seriously, he is gay, someone told us that he admitted that he was gay but pretended to be a normal guy when he transferred schools.

i was messed up at english, my project sucked. it wasn't that colorful and my writing really sucked. i can feel that i'll be getting 79 for this.

we did some element solving at chemistry.

lunch was for practicing. we practiced for the KICK OFF. cK was there, and so was some guys from the first year.

now here's the good part, social studies. i was copying my notes QUIETLY, emphasis on the quietly. when stephie bugged me. he was talking nonsense stuffs and i was irritated and well a little be entertained. we got to the point where we talked about stuffs, not that good stuffs, here's how it went....

margie was talking about me liking other guys, i got annoyed and well stephie said a little something like this ...

STEPHIE: edi pinagpalit mo na si *****...

ME: huh?

hindi ko nman tlga curx yun eh. (being calm)

STEPHIE: pero past mo?

ME: di nman tlga NAGING. (laughing, a bit)

then stephie was like ...

STEPHIE: mali nman pla pinagsasabi mo ***** eh! (laughing and confirming)

*****: huh? (being innocent, psh!)

what a conversation!

i just don't want others talking about this stuff, it's not that such big of a deal anyway. they'll just make rumors and people will get mad (like me!)

we went to the lockers and lined up for the diaries when...

something happened yet another time.

of course i was quietly lining up, actually i don't want to say quietly cause' i was conversing with my friends when....

i was twisting my white shoes when his shoes and my shoes got tied up. MY GHORD! i waited until he said something, but he just laughed well not the HAHAHAHA! laugh it was much of a laugh without your mouth opening. can't express it here but it was like pfff* something.

i got irritated seriously, i forgot if i said sorry or i just shut upped and waited him to say it.

we stopped by shell on our way home and bought some snacks.

got to the house and went out to go to paseo and buy geom stuffs there.

i was hoping to see no name on our way and guess what?! i did. he even looked at the car, he was wearing a red jersey and a cap. he was with some friend.

after paseo we went to walter.and guess what?! i saw him again! he was laughing :"> and i was like "pupunta ka lang ng walter para bumili ng pagkaen? yaman mo ah :))"

i saw him again on our way to the house. whatta day no name whatta day :)

oh btw no name has muscles :O i was like OMYGOSH! but seriously i thought it was fat i mean baby fat but it was muscles, GHORD his H-O-T! :O he's like nemo only with muscles, a bit of a chubby face and a KILLER SMILE :)

saw his fb and got completely shocked when i saw his relationship status. cry me a river :P

-----L: UNO! :"">

ROCKING OUT.

july 23, 2010

"there's no guy at school that matches up with my expectations"

arrived at school, with me biting my lips, i do that most of the time, i don't know why.

i was close to the door when i saw him gazing at me. i didn't stare at him i just know that he looked.

i dropped my bag at my chair and went outside another time, to put my small bag at the rack.

i changed my shoes and ask michelle/denise (forgot who) to accompany me to the lockers.

i got my books and went inside the classroom but went outside again to form our lines.

after the flag ceremony we went inside our classroom and started our class.

chemistry was our first subject. we played a little game about types of mixtures.

i found it hard, nope easy, i guess a little bit of both.

filipino was not that great, i was getting bored rather sleepy. i was just copying what was posted on the board.

mass was up. i found myself being close to him, well i guess not that close maybe two steps from me. everytime i kneel i can feel that his just near, well that's just gross.

recess, i was thinking why he stayed at that corner not at the other side. i didn't get my hopes high, i just pretended like i didn't care, cause really I DIDN'T.

i did my quiz at the it lab, but it think i'll be getting a low grade, since it looked pathetic.

trigo, i was almost dying with depression when i asked karla if i passed or not. thank heavens i did, i was really scared that i'll get 16 but i didn't. jerome even thinked that i was being a total lunatic, when i prayed hoping to get high scores. but you know it paid off.

we did some singing action at lunch time. but before the singing started i saw some guys flip-toping. i thought they were fighting but they weren't. they're being jerks, there's no reason to flip-top, they're just making a fool out of themselves.

when i was at the door of mirabello with some friends, he passed by gazing at me. now this time, our eyes locked, with that my heart skipped a beat, knowing that it was inappropriate i looked away.it happened again, and i admit, it was my fault.

music, had a quiz. they were having teamwork and i was working my butt off.

his friends were behind me, and called me.

"hanna oh", his friend said while pointing to him.

"so???" i was being calm, i tried not to panic, i breathed.

"pwde daw bang manligaw?" at this point i was panicking. i noticed he wasn't looking at me, he's still affected, if he's not then he can look at me right?

"bawal." i didn't know what to say, i was really panicking.

"anung bawal?" his friend replied.

"hindi, anu..wala nman siang tinatanong eh" at this point he was smiling, and i can tell that they were making fun of me then his friend began to say..

"itanong mo" while pushing him....

just like that i looked away, then i heard them saying what i wrote in my msg to him. they have issues, they need a psychologists, cause they were clearly psychos.

at filipino time my seat mates were tickling me, i saw him looking at my direction and the first word that popped in my mind was "JEALOUS?". that was just gay but i admit, i did really thought of that.

club time wasn't that fun, i was lip syncing and my hair was a complete mess.

cK was looking innocent i was looking like a complete psycho looking at him.

i lined up for the sdg's, when someone stepped on my foot, it was him. something popped out of my mind right then and there i said, "bastusan pala ah". i got annoyed but i wasn't being literal.

i went outside to find him there, "ef!" i thought.

nero called me and said, if i remember correctly, "hindi ko nakuha number ni samar", i saw him there so i said "aaaaw" i was trying to make him jealous, but it didn't work. he didn't care, well i hope not.

i put my bag on the service, but went back the second time to put my id and fan inside.as i try to catch up with my friends i passed by him, he looked again, we almost had this connection but i tried to ignore it.

we were about to go to xander's house for a trial run, for health. the look a like guy was standing there, i felt uncomfortable. we kept on thinking of ways to get out of school and go to rustan's.

after 45 minutes we found ourselves at allen's car. he dropped at rustan's, after saying thank you we went in, laughing.

we bought our ingredients and some snacks. after all the buying, we went out and held a tricycle.

we were six and there are only five seats. there was only one option, KANDUNGAN NA TOH.

raphy, nica, michelle and i were inside while denise and astrid sat outside. i was the person sitting at nica's lap. it was hard, my butt hurt, i felt like i was about to urinate and i was laughing. good thing i didn't fell cause if i did then that would leave a mark.

i was drinking my soda while walking. i noticed that xander's house was extremely big. it was 3x big than our house, it was degrading. we went inside and headed to the theater room. the smell was killing me but i need to adjust. we went back to the kitchen and went back to the theater room after washing up. we hanged there eating while talking about serious stuffs.

before i forget, they had the rock band set, it was cool and i wanted to try it.

we took a lot of pictures and ate a lot and had the most amazing time. it was a bummer that he didn't come, it will be a lot fun and a lot of serious and stabbing talk and of course playing but what's worst? more awkward moments to remember.

when they were done with the dish we tasted it and i felt italy. it was awesome, and perfect.

we went to the theater again to play the rock band. i tried the guitar and it was a lot easier than that of the psp. we had a lot of pictures after and a lot of fun again. by the way, i tried the drums too, first time was great.

went outside, had a couple of pictures while going to paseo. denise bought a cake and we went back again. they dropped us off at walter mart, it was scary and i was panicking.

good thing dad was there before i was kidnapped. i was joking, hahaha.

i took a shower and checked my facebook and went to bed.

this day was tiring, fun, heart skipping, and tense all in all it was an awesome day.

-----no smileys, just pure words.

and i fall in love with you, ALL OVER AGAIN.

july 21, 2010

"i don't wanna go back to just being one-half of the equation"

we got a sermon by sir. tobi >.<>

drafting was fun again :D speedballpen BABY! but no more excitement, dunno why i'm not feeling drafting today :P

the quiz in pe is like :O dunno what to answer just analyzed the whole thing and wrote the first answer that comes into my mind. played volleyball :D FUN! but how will you say it, kinda not that fun :)))) i dunno

chem was my quiet time. i was reflecting and blah blah blah, i just don't want to talk about it anymore.

recess was nothing and so was english. just did some cutting and writing :P

never knew that he has good english :D surprised but that's great you know :))

geom, i recited again! >:) 2 more XD YEY!

the project was HELL! OH NO DEAR!

lunch was fun, i decided to recite tomorrow :P whew* getting nervous!

we talked with tr. jhaycee and laughed with how he called cK :))) PAPA C*** XD :)))) whew* funny! i saw the look-a-like again :)))

mitchie told me that he smoked :O TSK3 that was bad :P TOTALLY TURNED OFF!

btw! before lunch stephie :))) was behind us, and with him was you-know-who. stephie was like "hanna, yung ex-lover mo oh" and i was like "imbento??" :)))) BARADO! >:)))

soc. sci was fun :D yihee! hahaha :)))) LOL!

major raining happened again :)))))

dismissed! saw cK shooting em' hoops :)) "and their goes c*** with his famous 3POINTER SHOT, and OHHHHH!!!!!! THE CROWD GOES WILD. AAAAH!" lol :))) what an imagination :))

watta day, hot and cold again :P

-----say that you miss me :)

just a fraction of your ♥

july 20, 2010

"i'm his LITTLE B :"">"

TUESDAY, i'm late and this time it's for real. the service tires ran out of helium :))) is it right?? :))) i dunno know :)))

so yeah went up the stairs, surprisingly seeing you-know-who looking at me laughing. FTW, his laugh totally creeps me out :)) seriously :)))

after changing shoes and putting my bag in the classroom, i rushed through the corridors and went in the line.

filipino time was ZOOPER FUN! :)))) we were like talking about SAGING :)) makes me wanna think about no name and how he calls me "hanna banana" :""> :) YEP! your right i consider it as a compliment :) especially if it's him :"">

GOING BACK :)))))) so yeah we listed things that was related to a BANANA, from A-Z so just imagine what kind of words we wrote their :)))) FUNNY!

denise's group even wrote my name :)))) LOL! meanie! :)))))

oh yeah BTW, diba i told you that they wrote my name in the paper, so like you-know-who was the reporter of their group and he said my name :)))))) i don't want this blog to look like it's a big deal for me, but it's not really :)))))) i'm just typing it for memories :D :> so yeah :))) he even mentioned his codename :)))) FUNNY! :))) got totally surprised with that :)))))

we then read a story about bananas. the story was TOTALLY FUNNY! :)))))

after that was geom or clve? i dunno, but i know that i got so clumsy with the quiz at geom :P :((( SOPER CLUMSY! :((((( makes me wanna cry AGAIN! :(((((((

english....BORING! i think tr. ching has the you-know-what :)) cuase she's like so mad or annoyed. GHORD! :))))

LUNCH! - after denise, michelle, pambid && raphael we went to the classroom and made chika! :))))) LOL! michelle was like telling me about you-know-who again :))))) this has really got to stop :)) SELF-CLAIMER? :)))) LOL, but he's right. telling everyone that someone likes you :P are you really that desperate? that you have the strength to make silly rumors TSK3 :P and you consider yourself a role-model . PATHETIC :))))

it was FUN! made a lot of tries but in the end, i got satisfied with my work :D

soc. sci i'm soper excited tomorrow XD YEAH!

chemistry, don't wanna talk about it :P

oh oh BTW again :)))) soc. sci was fun! IT RAINED SO HARD :))))) and everybody panicked, i mean jokingly panicked :)))))) it was funny! SOPER! :)))

at homeroom :)))) dee and i got left at the RAW! :))))))) LOL! just hope that i'll understand this in the near future :))) LOL! going back :))) so yeah dee and i got left and he told me about sir being so slow :)))) I AGREE! :)) ahaha!

after putting my shoes back in the shoe rack and while i was going back inside the classroom i saw you-know-who looked at me :)))) ahaha! FUNNY!

cK and i bumped each other :))) LOL! he smells good =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) his perfume is so familiar but it smells good :)))))))))) can't believe even if he played bball he still smells that good :))))))))) he's just like kwi :))))))) WHEW* never gonna forget that! :)))))

-----common denominator :P

BLACK && WHITE.

july 19, 2010

"just keep it quiet, keep it on the hush"

LATE!!! i'm late late late, but it was just quarter to 7 then :))))

anywho, me & denise went to the lockers even if we were late :)))) LOL!

then went down for the assembly.

this damn (WHEW! so fun using that word :D) electricfan kept blowing my hair. I'M SO FREAKING IRRITATED !!!! my hair's already a mess and that damn electricfan made it more messier :P BOOHOOO!

oh BTW, i never thought that cK's pants were so "bitin" (dunno know what you call it in english :D) EEWIE! that's what you get for being so tall! >:P >:)))

while going back to the classroom, the no-name look a-like guy was beside me :O WOAH* his wearing that bracelet that was exactly the same as dad's.

it, was hard. i can't follow sir andy everything was so fast, got confused :P

filipino, been doing this poem about a ballpen :)))) IT WAS FUNNEH!

dee started sitting infront of me :)))) awkward much. kept hiding that laugh :)))) until now :))))) MY GHORD! his like teasing me for no reason :))))) he's like "napanuod mo na yung sorcerer's apprentice??" over and over again :))))) SHUT UP ALREADY! :)))) then they were like lifting my chair, while i was on it and i almost fell and i landed on (i just don't know how to describe it, cause it's hard :]]]) his shoulder (no not my whole body or something :))) that would be gross :)) my hand like landed on his shoulder or something like that :)) GHORD THIS IS HARD!) it's all his fault anyway :))))))))) =))))))))))))

gt, WHAT?! so yeah changed the sched. gt before recess from now on.

had this seatwork, :P easy as pie :))))))) KIDDING!

recess, spotted cK cause of his shoes. THAT BALOOH SHOES! :D

ate and blah blah blah :))))

chemistry was fun, tr tina kept fighting with the 3 boys. what the heck is their problem?! i mean, it's irritating, aren't they embarrassed or something?

health, took a quiz thats it! :))) gonna have pe on wednesday \m/ BONGGA!

lunch, ate and talk about blue moon, evermore and hush hush :D excited to read hush hush ^_^

trigo, I GOT TOTALLY DEPRESSED. as in I AM A FAILURE :'((((((((((((

i was quiet all trigo time. soper depressed :P i hate it :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( got embarrassed pa :'((((((((((((((((((((((

i even cried :( YUP! that's how depressed i am. and i was like "i'm never gonna finish highschool, i'm never gonna get a career, i'm gonna die a FAILURE" but now as i think about it. it's a challenge for me :D i'm gonna get all that embarrassment and i'm gonna turn it into a challenge. i'm gonna do so so so so so so so so do MUCH BETTER!

clve time was nothing much much. i found out about what happened last year, how they were teasing me in my back :P I KILL THEM! (not literally :]]])

after that sir talked about cooking i got pissed and dee made it better :))))))))))))) WOAH* =)))))

so yeah i was cleaning the blackb :)))) and he was like cleaning it too, i told him "hey gumawa ka nga ng ibang churva" blah blah :))))))))))))) and put chalk in his arm :))) LOL! we were playing? :)))))))) whatchuber :)))))))) it's weird you know, i'm not use to him smiling at me :)))))))) FUNNNNIIIII! :)))))))))))))))) and margie was like "hanna :>" hate that smug!! >:P :))))))))

oh oh btw ! never seen green that innocent :P woah* when you just talk to him it's like his a whole different person. same with beat (RIGHT MITCHIE?! >:))))) LOL! so yeah, never saw him that SOPER INNOCENT. i liked it that way :D much better than that evilish thingies :))) seriously :)))))) credits to michelle for the info :))))))

went home. my big bro had this sprain in his foot, cause' of basketball :))) i laughed i thought about you-know-who and everything that happened at the past :))) FUNNNI AGAIN! :))))))))

it's still nice knowing that someone you once thought was a devil :))) (soree) is really such a nice young fella that just wants to be treated like everyone else :) i'm so proud of him :)))))))))) LOL! btw agin :))) his really mad at me :))) woah* why in the world am i even talking about him?! :)))))) watta day! WAKA WAKA! =)))))))))))

-----enough with the smileys :P

SLAPSGIVING DAY! >:)

july 15, 2010

"oh ok you can slap him"

CLASSES! >.<>

people were like "belated happy birthday" and i was like "aww thank you :D"

started the day with an exercise :P BOOOO! OH OH BTW! :)) there was like a big pool of water in the middle of the classroom, weird :)) where did that came from :)) my white shoes were freaking wet >.<>

so trigo was hard, i'm so blaming francis >.<>.<>

drafting was great, still got that "OH NO I'M NOT GONNA REACH COLLEGE" reaction. we did the speedballpen testing :D it was fun! right after drafting dee and a couple of his friends sang a happy birthday song to me :) aaw that was soper sweet, i got surprised. i was actually confused if they were like greeting me or it was someone else :)) but i thought that it was me so yeah :D THANKS GUYS! :)

english was nothing :))) it was boring :))

recess...i was going down the stairs when i saw cK passed by looking at us :))) THAT WAS SURPRISING! he sneaks are BLUE! :) and it was great :))

chem, we wrote this long concept map :))) and discussed a couple of things.

geometry was ok, i recited. YES! 3 more to go and i'm resting ! XD ! :)))

lunch was nothing, we didn't eat. AGAIN! :))) but it was ok :))

we had a dicussion at social studies :D as always, and i was getting sleepy :P FIRST TIME! :)) i dunno why :))) slapsgiving day happened today! :D

margie was complaining about her arms. it was getting red because james' kept slapping her :)) that was funny. then i decided to slap her too >:))

gt. the slapping continued!!! :)) it went on and on and on :)) it was fun :))

we went to the gt lab for a discussion of the oscilloscope. you-know-who was infront of me. woah :))) that was still awkward :))))) but who cares :P

then went back to the classroom and went home after that and finished my chem project :D WHEW!

-----SOPER SWEET MADE MY DAY :">

KINSE.

july 14, 2010

"i know that your cool rocking with me"

15TH BABY! :D getting older, second by second :)) i'm doing great, living my life for 15 years is just so awesome \m/

morning was coooooold. the breeze was heaven -____-

there was no electricity from 1 am - 2pm.

taught my baby brother about geography. it was hard, NOTE: never dream of becoming a teacher!

anywho, i just slept until there was electricity.

had a little something something. had cake! pasta! and bunch of other stuffs :)) whew* my parents never gave me a present (until now) but i told them that it's ok since they'll be giving me brand new sneakers !!! ZOO YORK! XD LOL! it's just a "hoping gift" :))) NOT TRUE!! :))

so yeah, had a great time with my family :) been thinking of a SELF-PRESENT. :>

-----GETTING OLDER :P

TED && ROBIN :P

july 13, 2010

"i told ya!"

HORAAH HORAAH! :) 4 months, i'm doing good :) and i'm officially missing no name :))

MORNING MORNING! :D the guy who looked like no name was in front of me :O woah* getting the goosebumps. he really had this angle where in he looked like no name. WOAH! :O and i'm telling you, cK doesn't look like no name :))) didn't expect that but he's still cute so what the hell :))

filipino, had the quiz. still getting confused with the "pokus" and everything.
geometry was hard! the seatwork was HARD! tsk!
we watched a movie called "cast away" in clve. it was freaky you know. no man is an island keep that in mind guys.

recess! i saw the no name look-a-like again :D whew!

something awkward happened during english time. here goes...

-FLASHBACK!-

kyle and i are still arguing about, i think it's enchong dee :))) yups. ghad he has issues. been fighting about enchong dee since last year :))) ok here comes the awkward part. so we were quarreling and francis butt in when vito called my name and asked me to lend him his ballpen. after handing it to him, kyle && francis were making this irritating noises :P it's still awkward you know talking to him after the whole incident. but i ignore him most of the time and treat him like a total stranger :)) but talking to him is just so awkward :))))

-END OF FLASHBACK!-

we talked about death in english. FREAKY! >.<
had recess after that. talked about something something with denise && michelle. had a great time talking with them :)))

had a quiz in it and had an early dismissal. OYEAH!
saw cK downstairs :D AMAZING! :))
went home and slept. 2 hours baby!! XD

that night the "bagyo" passed by laguna. couldn't sleep thinking about no name :P and thinking // hoping that we will have "kuryente" tomorrow :D

-----now i know what robin feels when she's around ted :P just so awkward.

owning the mall \m/

july 10, 2010

"life at night is terrible"

went out at 5 pm. on our way to makati.

i was just listening to the ipod while texting :P we got there at quarter to five. makati ave was like gross and eewiness :P it looks scary.

after dropping mommy off at makati palace ( not sure) we were on our way to megamall. when we accidentally got lost :)) dadi kasi! :)))) LOL! we were just talking about random things then we got lost :))) good thing we found our way before we run out of gas :))

we ate first at a Vietnamese restaurant called "pho hoa". i ordered beef and some soup.

the food came out fast :)) their drinks were big, i mean the glass :))) the food was great!

after having a full meal we went shopping for my brother's shoes. then we went to astroplus to buy cds. kuya gave me my early birthday present :) HORRAAH! XD OYEAH! dad bought his own cds. i saw one of chris brown's album; grafitti. the back cover is more appropriate than the front cover :))) really* i wanted to buy it but i didn't bring my money so "no grafitti for me"

eclipse was next :P it was great. jacob black made me remember no name :""""> WHEW*

riley looked cute :)) the movie was great :D vampires looked cool when they die :))))) are they made of diamonds or something? :))

after watching we went out and it looks like the mall was closing :)) they're were few people :)) cool!

we then fetched momi and went home :P

tired and exhausted.

got at our house at 12:30

and woked up at 10:00 :P

dreamed of cK which was awkward cause i was like thinking of no name the other day but instead of no name i dreamed of cK :))) so weird :))

and at the dream cK was at our house :))) and he was looking at me or something like that :)) woah*

-----stuck in the moment :P

WHAT?!

july 10, 2010

"it's just 9 but you already made my day"

whew* ok this day is just starting but i really can't wait to blog so here goes..

morning was great :) no not great SOPER GREAT!

woked up at 7 something and beside me was an ipod so i got to listen to some songs when they called me to eat.

breakfast was great had to go to the dentist later today.

after eating i went upstairs to shower, changed and went to the car.

we passed by some guys walking i was actually hoping that one of them might be "no name". while the car was making that turn i was looking at this one guy and told myself "si no name ba yan?!" i was shocked and surprised, happy and ... shocked :O :"> woah* it's really him.

woah..i mean like his hair was SUPERB! that long hair disappeared :] he looks much MUCH better now :P not like before :))) he looks like a cute little boy :)) but now he's a man :">

after that my hands were shaking i can't text and i was just soper surprised :) i want to see him again!!!! :)))) can't wait :)) before i forget he looks H-O-T! :))) LOL! and i haven't seen a guy awake at around 9 :)) i mean he might be awake at around 7 or 8 :)) he's done dancing, i bet :)))) bboys :))) woah* :) :""""> whew*

went to the dentist, picked BLOOOO! :) since that's like the color of my clothes whenever i see him or something like that :) aaw :"">

after that went home and watched tv. then ate and now telling you how perfect my day is :P and it's not even dark :)))))

-----oh no name :P TAOB si loops sa iyo :"">

at least the RACIST made my day :)

july 9, 2010

"it's all about you huh?"

"i don't know what to say" starts today. it's supposed to be everyday, but since my mind is BURSTING with thoughts that i can't PROCLAIM to everyone i'll just keep it as thoughts, and declare today as "idk what to say" day :))

SOOOOOOOOOO.....

got up, dreamed of cK last night, which was a BUMMER since it could've continue if nobody woke me up. darn!

breakfast today was ...... but my mind was going crazy :)) it's full of thoughts, about this that this that. i mean the "odnsirfnodsmfklaierwimdf" is back! :O

i was HALF asleep today at the service going to school. my hair was a disaster but it's ok since my hair is always messed up.

got to school, peacefully. after the flag ceremony we went inside had the morning prayer and classes began. chemistry was the first subject, shoot* speaking of chemistry was the participation i had was counted as a recitation?? oh what the heck :)) moving on..

filipino is so boring. i think margie, francis and i were just singing songs :))

mass was next. peeked if cK was still at the chapel and he was! :"> this is just great! went down and let the people pass in front of me, including CK!!!! :D woah* nica was pushing me so i was kinda panicking :))) inside :))

"eojnfionrmfrigfreignrgpinreg" emotions started :| darn!

recess, CHAMJDV had a topic today :) YEY! no more awkward moments :))) anyway after recess was internet. reading the meower made me feel good. reminiscing memories is MUCH MUCH better :)

trigo i am freaking nervous for the quiz on monday :|

lunch was another jam session :) whew* letting go of the thoughts through singing is really great :) ^___^

music was free time :)) HAHA! while filipino was just doing the seatwork and all that stuffs :))

clve was .. fun :))))) really :)) performed :) had this BIG MONKEY FIGHT :)) well i won't consider it as a fight cause no harm was done so it was some kind of throwing thingy :)) anywho..

you-know-who is mad at me. his reactions says it all, but "WHO CARES!" i don't! :P hate me all you want :P nothings gonna change LOSER!

so yeah club started :) felt happy he got nominated as president and when he talks...whew* it's like for a second my mind i didn't care with what was gonna happen and what happened i was only thinking of what was happening :) :""> wow* those 5 words made my day :)

after that went home, slept at the service and now typing this stupid blog :)))

-----BYE YA'LL!

you guys win, i am PARANOID :P

july 08, 2010

"so bad i'm gonna screaaaaaam!"

NOTHING MUCH happened today, NOTHING EXCITING, NOTHING GREAT. it's just a PLAIN day :| [don't know what to feel eh :))]

boohooooo. my emotions are going crazy O.O don't know what to feel.

why why why, it's gone gone gone. but now it's back back back.

WRONG WRONG WRONG :P gotta let this all out :P

i need ECLIPSE! i need NN! i need CLOTHES! i need GREAT MUSIC!

this is the only rollercoaster ride that didn't end. it's just like space shuttle but more loops and twists and turns :| oh shoot* coincidence much?? :|

it's getting farther than ever :P hurts like crazy.

too much pressure on me.

-----coincidence :P

i just laugh :)

july 07, 2010

"all of them are REALLY the same"

GOOOOOODMORNING :) not really that happy. just faking a smile :P

morning is just the same as always. i got that thing in my stomach again :| BUMMER!

it's gone the thingy you know :)))

my mind was going SHALALALALALALALALA! pfft* well maybe QOHEIRFSEFNASFBKUE is more appropriate :P

OK!

drafting was hard. couldn't think of any MONOGRAM. running out of ideas :| so i began asking people :)) i ask regina, and luckily she gave me a monogram which was at first a disaster but with a little sprinkle of magic, all is well.

health was F-U-N got a high grade thanks to my groupmates :) and the script :-bd NOW THIS IS TEAMWORK PEOPLE! :)) raphael was such an ACTOR! he even said a bad word because...well because of the script :)))

geometry was just discuss.discuss.discuss :) DONE WITH MY ASSIGNMENT! :D

recess was no biggie. CHMJDV was as silent as ever :P since teash && mam left, we got no cheerful people no more. i mean we do have cheerful people but we don't have the SOPER OVER THE TOP OF CHEERFULNESS people :)) get the point?

english, got sleepy :)) that's a first. whew* i was listening but maybe i was thinking of something else :)) LOL!

chemistry. 3 mistakes at the quiz :| stinky stinky :P i hate being low :(((( anyway...

discuss.discuss.discuss :)

lunch was SINGING TIME :) letting all the stress just by singing, is great. but they blamed me for raining so i KINDA got pissed :))))) [i told you i'm just faking my smile :|]

soc.sci started. getting -----------------> :P we talked about the early civilization.

dismissal was great :) we were like "sa mars?" :)))) WHEW* funny. (now this is real)

had a mini-pictorial at the service :)

ck ignored me as a friend :P woah* like FEELING MUCH?! gay :P

-----my mind's like AUDHBFUADSNFUIYHEFUENFJWAB!