so UPDATES :)
-EXAMS
-DREAAAAAAM :)
EXAMS (oct 11-14)
HELL HELL HELL. i didn't finish almost all of my exams :| like GEOM.TRIGO.CHEM.GT.DRAFTING.
my hopes are as low as the core of the earth. i'm not expecting good grades this quarter. and i'm ready for my mother's loud ranting and my father's soft killing talk. i'm also ready for a line of 7 :| especially in those subjects and the others that aren't included.
i've got three words for everyone, (i guess you won't be reading this, cause' there are 0 people reading my blog but what the hell) KILL ME NOW. thank you very much :)
DREAM (oct 15)
so my dream last night was a dream come true, well not really a dream come true. cause' i didn't see some porsche and audi or whatever you spell it.
so the dream consists of 3 dreams :>
the first dream was about MAM, short for our friend KLARIZA :) she went away for a while and we miss her very much :) anyway, in the dream she came out of nowhere (well actually we were at our house :)) then moments later i said "MAM!" then hugged her :) maybe because i miss her and tomorrow (technically today) will be our 1st anniversary and she's not there and all.
the second dream was about MANGO :"> it was plain, we were talking LIKE THE USUAL nothing much here :))
the third dream caught me off guard :O it was about green =))) woah. it's been a LOOONG while since i dreamed about him :))) actually that was when i still have feelings for him, which is OBVIOUSLY gross, but that's normal so yeah. going back, we were somewhere with people and he talked to me (like he used to in freshmen year) and you know he picked on me and blah blah. i mean why the hell, all of a sudden, did that happen. i was surprise, maybe i just wanted that HUGE NOT TALKING DAYS over. i guess, i ACCEPTED that his chapter in my life is finally over and replaced him with someone better (look, i consider mango better ok). and i'm thankful for that and now MAYBE i just wanted that days to go back :)) i dunno. BTW, he changed O.O like woah. i mean he's doing good in his studies now, and he's getting a bit better than me. and i am competing with him >:) 3rd quarter and i'm ready >:)))
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