Lights will guide you home

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When you try your best but you don't succeed

Today is the day, the moment of truth. I can hear the background music already... DUM DUM DUM! =)) Alright let's get it oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon! =))

Morning, There were still a lot of work to do with our bridge, it wasn't assembled yet. We had to still paint a lot of things. Hella Work -.-

Calculus and Algebra were a pain in the butt. I had to think my butt off of everything. I didn't even finish the quiz in both subjects. Especially in Algebra, I didn't even know what I was doing already. So many crappy things to do, so little time. -.-

Anyway, I felt so happy seeing the product of our hardwork. We finished the Golden Gate Bridge and the Trojan Horse, in the nick of time. All of it, Perfect, I couldn't be more proud of what we've done. I was so happy. My mom said that it was really nice, and I'm sitting here saying "TUMULONG AKO!" =)) I got out of the Cimatti Dome with my hands dirty - very dirty - and my hair all tied up in a bun.

I was so tired, my body was still sore because of the Basketball game I had with Mango :">

It so nice to see him, it takes all the tiredness away. I spend a couple of my time with him, we ate Ice Cream together :"> Wee =)) I ended up singing "5 o'clock" when we got out of the Canteen. I was singing in Auto-tune voice, LIKE A BOSS, and he was like "STOOP! SSSH! =))". Oh how it's nice to see him smile :)

Then I got my card. I wasn't at all happy. Well I was a bit =)) At least my grades got higher. I mean 6 points in Calculus?! WOOOOOOO! It was something to be proud of ;) le producing tears of joy =)) Although, 2 subjects to go before I could get that Achiever Award. Oh how I wish I was that smart, hay.

Anyway, that's it for now. I should still be happy for the blessings I had :) THIS ONE'S FOR THE WORLD :)

Always,

Hanna

Khittiphong Suksrimaong.

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You Smile, I smile

First subject GT. What the freaking hell are you serious?! But it was a good thing that Sir Toby allowed us to do th Projects (Life Sized Projects) for tomorrow's exhibit. Ghad there was still so much work to do. We still aren't with the Golden Gate Bridge and the Trojan Horse. After an hour or more we had to return to our classroom for AP and Physics. Speaking of Physics, OH NO I FORGOT TO GIVE MY RECITATION POINT =)) WHAT THE HECK. Then more project making in Filipino time OH YES.

IT, we were asked to do a simple animation with sounds =)) It was Funny because there was this certain song that we used it my classmates kept singing the intro over and over again. Funny =))))

THEN DRAFTING CAME. Everything was F*cked up. I was already procrastinating, and people were starting with the next plate already and I was like "I HATE DRAFTING I HATE DRAFTING WHAT THE HELL IS THIS BULLCRAP BULLCRAP I CAN'T EVEN BULLCRAP"

It was pretty crazy.

At least he made me smile a lot today :) We played Basketball :"> WEEEE! :"""> I was shooting LIKE A BOSS =)))) And he even stayed for me :"> WEEEE! By the way, he made me a Tortilla, LOL No his mom did. LOL =))) But that's okay, it tasted really good ;) Who knew Spam and Cheese and Pineapple would work ? Hmmm :>

That's that for today ;) Goodluck tomorrow, Not hoping anymore for a Conduct Award. Goodbye.

Always,

Hanna

Here we go

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At some point you have to realize that

people can stay in your heart, but not in your life

tagalog mode

Hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit ang sad ko today. Masaya nga dapat ako eh kasi madami akong natulog para sa life sized project namin. Tapos nakasama ko pa si Mango, tapos naging commentator pa ako sa mass kanina. Oh diba? Pero parang ang down ko pa rin. Mood Swings siguro. Or baka may Bipolar Disorder na ako. Lol Joke Time ba toh?

Baka naman dahil nalaman ko na, na hindi na ako Conduct Awardee. Ang sakit grabe, ngayon lang ako hindi naging hindi Conduct kung kailan 4th Year na. Nabwibwiset talaga ako. Gusto ko kasing umakyat ng stage diba?! Parang UGH. Bakit kasi kinukuha pa yun sa akin? Bakit?

Tapos yung iba ko pang kaibigan galit sa akin. Grabe SARAP MAG-LASLAS. Woo. Sa lahat talaga ng ayaw ko yung may kaaway. Yung may nagagalit sa iyo, tapos hindi pa sinasabi sayo na galit sila sayo. Tapos kapag kasama mo sila parang wala silang gana palagi, tapos kapag nag-hehello ka sa kanila parang "K." lang sila. Kubaga sa text ang hyper hyper mo tapos parang yung katext mo, wala lang. Sobrang Sakit talaga. Ayoko mawalan ng kaibigan. Ang saya kaya nila kasama. Sila nga yung bestfriends ko eh, tapos parang magagalit sila sa akin dahil hindi ko alam? Ang sakit talaga, wala akong karapatan magalit sa kanila, pero nasasaktan talaga ako. Gusto ko ng umiyak. Help Me.

Grabe, eto pa. May kinuwento si Mango kanina. (Pero bawal sabihin kasi secret yun bahaha! LOL) Okay so ayun nga may kinuwento siya. Tapos parang naisip ko, mayroon talga ganung mga tao. Yung iiwan ka na nila kasi, sawa na sila. Habang kinukwento niya yun ang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko. Natatakot kasi ako na maiwanan eh. Sabi nila, balang araw mararamdaman ko daw yung ganun, pero parang hindi pa ako ready makaramdam ng ganun. Ayokong mawala siya sa akin, siya lang talaga yung alam mo yun nakakaintindi sayo. Parang siya lang nagpapangiti sayo. Natatakot talaga ako. Hay.

Okay yun lang for now, try ko ulit mag-update ;) Nag-labas lang ako ng nararamdaman ko.

Always,

Hanna

Fourteenth of November, 2011

You howl and listen you listen and wait for

the echoes of angels that won't return

Today was never different from the other days I had. It's always the same routine. Waking up, Eating, Bathing, Studying, Going Home, Studying, Social Networking, Bathing, Sleeping. Same old, nothing new.

A few things have changed though, It's been a new routine for me to spend time with Mango at lunchtime and at dismissal. It's the only time we get to spend time with each other. It maybe a short time, but every moment is very much memorable. Since he'll be spending at least 5 years at Norway (WHHHHHHYYY?!!!) It breaks me when I remember this, anyway, since he has plans on moving half way around the world, I need/want to spend most of my time with him.

Today, during our classes, something was wrong with me. I've noticed that I have the tendency to fall asleep during discussions. I don't like it when that happens, it'll be a reason for my Conduct Grade to fall, and since I'm a graduating student I need higher grades.

By the way, Raffy gave me the first books of the Hunger Games Trilogy. Yes! I've been itching to read it. Kuya bought the complete paperback set of the trilogy but he wants to make me wait before I read it. Ugh.

Oh Oh! Before I forgot, good news has arrived. Mango said he can still come back from Norway at least for 2 months to the Philippines. WEEEEEEE! :""">

That's all for now, kids ;)

Always,

Hanna

Sexy Back.

I'm bringing sexy back yep

LOL. Such an inappropriate post title =)) It was the first thing that popped in my head :))

So I'm back again, yes, I hope on posting a lot of blogs before 2011 ends.

That reminds me, haven't you notice that 2011 went by too fast? It was a few months back when I told myself "2011 BE GOOD TO ME", and now it seems that I will be saying that again, since 2012 is coming soon.

So do I need to update you guys with my life? I really don't think so, since NO ONE IS READING MY BLOG. But for the sake of having a long post today, I will.

U-P-D-A-T-E-S

1. Still a Belieber, Yes I am proud of it actually.

2. I had my College Entrance Examinations this year. Done with all four of them, still hoping that I'll pass the DLSUCET. *fingers crossed

3. Grades are pulling down, this year. It surprised me really that I got a grade lower than 85, suckish and very degrading.

4. I had Mango to like me, and yes I'm happy and very much Contented :">

5. I grew a few centimeters, this year, wooo! Something to be proud about, yes? :))

Well that's it for now, I don't have much to tell, since my year hasn't ended yet. Who knows maybe something good and exciting will happen.

Always,

Hanna