"Everyone is going to hate you, your just gotta
find that one person worth suffering for"
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-MARK MANGO
-BEFORE THE TEACHERS DAY
-MURA
-MIRA DRAMA
-INOCENTE
----------MARK MANGO :) 10-07-2010
"if he loves you, he'll give you all his time, PERIOD"
it was ap/gt time and i was having good vibes. mango was very unruly today :)) i'm still suspecting that he was the one throwing those little bits of eraser :P he's so mean to me.
anyway, at the gt lab i was like done, and he was done, and like i was painting this I ♥ U thing on the paper. and he was like "aaaw, i love you too" i was like "weh? feeling?!" =)))))
anyway, i was getting my SDG from him and i accidentally painted his uniform. and he got a bit mad at me. but hey that won't last ;)
OH OH! there was this was one time. when we were all sleepy and i sat next to margie, and he's chair >:) anyway. minutes later i felt someone sat next to me. since my head was bowed down, because i was trying to sleep, i couldn't see, right? so when i moved my head upright i looked at this person next to me and noticed that it was mango :"> SHIIIIZ.
KILIG MEN!
and we were like teasing each other and i was just having a good time. and my hands are shivering. and you know, i want that moment to freeze. it was perfect but it ended :|
----------BEFORE THE TEACHERS DAY 10-07-2010 (NIGHTTIME)
i was so EFD up. things are on my mind like "i've got this bad feeling that some are backstabbing me." it was just a feeling not sure if it is real. it was just a feeling until......
----------MURA 10-08-2010 (morning)
"ang mga taong nagpaparinig ay ang mga taong DUWAG"
i had a bad start because i'm still wondering if i was getting back stabbed and all and it got even worst when i heard michelle's story. and like my body was getting goosebumps, and i was literally in the tip of crying but i decided not too cause that'll be all weird and all. but it hurts so much when everyone's gonna hurt you. when everyone, all of sudden, will turn their backs to you. it hurts. i wanted to cry, i wanted to say EF you why'd you do that to us. if your courageous enough, tell it to our faces.
----------MIRA DRAMA 10-08-2010 (9 or so)
i saw denise crying i thought it was a different story and just ignored it. but when regina and denise told me everything i was literally fighting back tears. and michelle and margie came in and they started to cry except me. i know i'm stronger, my fighting back tears says so. then when i heard margie's trembling voice, dear ghad i got all teary.
went to the gym and i said sorry to everyone and seriously wanted to hug everyone and just say i'm sorry. and everything just ended their. at last, i thought this burden will be with me forever. thanks to everyone who loved us ;)
----------INNOCENTE 10-08-2010 (noon)
i figured out that his very innocent. he was their smiling at me when i saw him at the parking lot. seeing him smiled like that, at me, is worth every teardrop. it made me feel better. at least i know that even if everyone was turning their backs on me, i know that he was there making me smile :) at least i know that he didn't notice anything different. at least i know that i was the same in his eyes, even if at others i was totally different. SALAMAT MANGO! :)
........ even if i know you like her and i'm all jealous! :D
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