6.23.2010

abashment.

june 23, 2010

" i'm to foolish to stop"

i'll start this blog with an observation.
everything is very messy today, i don't know how to put things right. i'm too messed up, i don't know why. i'm perplexed, i just don't get it. sigh* i tried but it didn't work, i'm used to doing it. now i can't take the old days where i do what they told me. my mind has a mind of its own. now this makes more things messier, i just hope everything goes to their right place before this day ends.

wednesday today, you-know-who went back. stupid 500 days of summer, makes me reminisce >.<
ok, we started today with drafting, easy....writing, makes you let go of stuffs.
health was not bad we just discussed a few things.
chemistry was worst, things were just to mixed up, i don't know how others afford to smile even if something terrible happened to them. sigh* that's what i should do.

going back...teacher burned 2 paper bills. NOTE: wasting money ain't good [-(

recess was fun, i saw cK, at last. then it happened again, i know it was coincidence, but come on? i mean coincidence happens like not often right? but it happens all the time. coincidence???? or ........ no i'm not saying that it's meant to happen. it's not like that right? it was coincidence :|

we had english after recess, i felt comfortable, GOOD. geometry was better.

social studies..it collapsed...everything...i want to defend myself but i was too weak to do that.

dismissal......NO COMMENT.

maybe i just need to look at the bright side, where everything is just RAINBOWS nothing more than rainbows and clear skies. i hope everything is just rainbows and clear skies no thunders , no lightnings.

-----i just need a little cheering up to do :D