i'm all gone
morning, as always, the most boring part of any student's day. after we sang the national anthem, we went straight to our respective classrooms. had our morning prayer and sir, started a homily. after that we had our quizzes, in pe & health. after that the usual classes. which for us was filipino then clve. they made tr. jhaycee mad too. anyway after that we had our recess.
since mom didn't prepare a "baon" for me, i ate the "canteen food". after that we headed to the comfort room, then we had our internet.
while going to the it room, tish said something to me that made my heart ached more than before.
she told me something about what she saw a few minutes ago.
here's how the story goes ....
-DEAR-
since i was at the bathroom, and tish and mam were behind us she saw dee.
dee was being pushed by some of his friends. telling dee to say hello to the girl near them.
of course dee said hello smiling. the girl replied with a hello as well.
-DEAR-
i don't know why my heart ached that moment. maybe i was too dramatic, yeah i was.
going there, i felt that the world despised me.
and when i finally reached to the it lab, i began my drama. i cried, well i tried too. i admit the i really want too.and it's not just because of dee it's also because of me.
i'm being rude and disrespectful. and i don't know why, this past few weeks, i hurted a lot of my friends feelings. i hated hurting them, and everytime i do i felt guilty. especially christine, i've been calling her names that i knew would hurted her. i know that it was bad, i know that it could ruin our relationship but i'd still do it. and whenever i reflect about what i did, i will tell myself that i don't have the right to talk to her. [X :)), kung anu man nasabi ko sorry aah ;) tanga lng tlga ako minsan. love ya ;)]
going back to what happened, i still enjoyed my internet time with my friends :), we spend our time looking at tish's pictures. it was fun looking at them, it takes you back.
after that it was bio time. i had fun too :)), sir. mike and maoi fights a lot. and everytime that they did makes our bio time for exciting. after that lunch.
i could tell that it was as much as fun as what happened 1 and 30 mins ago :) with took pictures, and we spend most of our time laughing about different things.after that we had our stats, were we were all worried about. especially me, i didn't get what tr had said before and i was scared that i might get a failing grade. i don't want to be one of the FAILURES in class. so i listened and asked michelle how does this work and things like that.after that we had our quiz and then we had our clve :)) it was ok, since tr didn't called me. but i bet that she'll call me on tues :|
after that music, we had a bit fun. woah, first time we ever had a real fun time at music. tr. anna got mad but it wasn't as serious as before.
then we headed to the cimatti dome, where in they will be blessing the dome. after the blessing we had fun touring it :)). it was cool, especially the showers and the logo at the court :)). after that we went back to our classrooms.
before i cleaned our room, i went outside to put my bag there. but i suddenly felt angry when i saw dee. i know it was improper to feel angry at him. cause he didn't do anything, well he did something that hurted me. anyways, i wanted to give him a punch, but i was too busy to do that. after i cleaned i went home.
-----HAUNTED.
